archives for June, 2006
29th June 06

Supporting human rights in the Arab world is my career goal; yet sometimes even I can barely read the news coming out of the Middle East because it’s so heartbreaking. Gaza has once again become the target of Israel’s high-tech weaponry.

In one twenty-four hour period, Palestinians received repeated sonic booms (a fairly common form of Israeli mass terrorization if you didn’t already know),  two major bridges connecting the north to the south were bombed (which threatens transportation both for medical & educational purposes), mock air raids over southern refugee camps spreading wide panic, and aerial bombardment knocking out the main water pipe which feeds Nuseirat and El-Bureij refugee camps.

As if that wasn’t enough – the IDF also decided to destroy major sections of Gaza’s only electricity plant – plunging roughly 45% of Palestinian homes into darkness. The cost of repairing the damage is $15 million dollars and could take six months – however, the PA has already been denied funds promised so what are the odds this project will receive any money?

What’s Israel’s excuse this time? A soldier was kidnapped. Gilad Shalit was a tank gunner at a military post inside the green line in southern Gaza. (Despite the fact that it’s quite likely he has shelled Gazan civilians, his life is still precious.) Interestingly enough, he is also a French citizen and the French ambassador to Israel has promised France will assist in his release – although he is serving in illegally occupied territory which violates the Fourth Geneva Convention, of which France is a signatory. Minor details.

I would never deny it’s an incredibly frightening time for the Shalit family – but it’s important to remember that they are experiencing only a taste of what their Palestinian counterparts feel everyday. It’s important to know that the militants’ raid followed two bloody weeks for Palestinian civilians, including a shelling killing 8 while on a beach (7 members of the same family) – 32 injured (13 of them children), a missile attack killing 11 (injuring 30), and another missile attack killing 3 children (wounding 15 others).

President Bush’s response to the escalating violence was that “Israel has a right to defend herself”. What defense?! So it’s okay for Israel to impose collective punishment for one soldier, but the militants who took him were not allowed the excuse of defense even though it was a military outpost which has regularly shelled local civilian women and children?

I suppose defense is only justifiable when it fits the military side you agree with. This is an inherent problem with war and conflict – it looks radically different depending on the side you’re standing on.

“Kidnapping an Israeli soldier will not bring us one inch closer to peace, yet neither will Israeli revenge attacks, pre-emptive attacks or collective punishment, like cutting food supplies, electricity or water. The only Israeli logical response which would satisfy the Shalit family and other bereaved Israeli and Palestinian families would be to end the occupation. The time is now. The time has always been now – Israel, when will you learn?”
Rifat Odeh Kassis, a Palestinian human rights activist and president of Defense for Children International.

28th June 06

“In 39 years, I have never written these words in a movie review, but here they are: You owe it to yourself to see this film. If you do not, and you have grandchildren, you should explain to them why you decided not to.” Roger Ebert, Chicago Sun-Times


Yesterday I had two weather-related conversations with relatives in Oregon. “Have you heard about our record-breaking heat wave? It’s been over 100 degrees here… in June!” For you non-Oregonians who find the blistering heat to be a summertime regularity, it is shocking to those of us from the Pacific Northwest who only use the a/c in late July and August.

Afterwards, and completely by chance, I went with Pete and Amanda to see Al Gore’s global warming movie An Inconvenient Truth. Considering the little-known fact that during the 2000 election campaign I commonly referred to Al Gore as “Gorebot” (suggestive of his inability to register emotions on screen), I went into the film expecting little more than hyped-up politicized data. I mean – what could the Gorebot tell me (an intelligent, informed citizen of the world ::ahem::) about the future of our beautiful little planet?

A lot actually. Despite my pretenses, the movie moved me. For someone as stubborn as me – that speaks volumes. It helps connect the dots between humanity’s influence on the atmosphere and the recently unprecedented volume of natural disasters.

Even Fox News published an article saying that the top climate scientists are in agreement with the film’s scientific accuracy. I’m sure that was painful for Fox News, considering their hosts & political pundits are so partisan that they’re still waiting for WMDs to come out of Iraq… any day now, right?

I’m putting it on my Top Ten List of Movies that are Important To See (also included are the following films: American History X, Paradise Now, Crash, American Beauty, Hotel Rwanda, Schindler’s List, The Life of David Gale, Born Into Brothels, and What’s Eating Gilbert Grape). Trust me when I say it’s not easy for a movie to make this list.

So, look up a theatre near you and go see it. It’ll be well worth the money.

23rd June 06

I’ve noticed that lately (as in the very few posts I’ve put up in the past several months) that I may seem melancholy to the Xanga world. Since the majority of people who read my site have limited access to additional information about my life I’d like to officially apologize for giving an inaccurate portrayal of myself. Despite my emo-ish posts as of late, I am in a great place in my life. My time in the Midwest has been filled with laughter, adventure and love.

It was fabulous getting to see so many people while I was in Oregon – every time I go back I realize just how many people are on my team in the world.

For graduation I got Lonely Planet’s guide to England and have subsequently fallen in love with the country. It might seem silly, but when I picked the University of Durham to get my Master’s I wasn’t all that impressed with the idea of living in the UK – I figured it’d be interesting but that’s about it.

Seriously though – there is so much to see in that small country! The more I read about it the more excited I become… plus every month that goes by I realize just how soon I’ll be there.

The next big question is what to do afterwards. I need to get a couple of options on my plate for next summer & beyond – possibly an internship, or something that would give me the experience I lack in my field. I guess we’ll just see what happens…

Two pictures courtesy of Tree25 herself.

Pictures from last weekend: [1: Nick & I at his brother's wedding  2: Chris (Nick's brother) & Cassie  3: Josh & Kirsten at their very cute wedding in Oregon]

 

16th June 06

Tomorrow evening I fly back into my most previous life - in Oregon – to spend the weekend attending my commencement ceremony and a close friend’s wedding. However, before that chaos begins I’ll be videotaping Chris & Cassie’s wedding (Nick’s brother) tomorrow afternoon.. in fact.. I just got home from the rehearsal dinner.

I’m a bit emotionally drained. Actually exhausted is more accurate. For the past few days I’ve been experiencing excruciating (yet touching) moments where I feel connected to my Dad – through a watch he gave me, a song he played on the violin, and half-asleep dreams of his arms wrapped around me.

At the rehearsal my heart quietly ached as I watched Cassie’s dad walk her down the aisle. Wedding. Father’s Day. Wedding.

I’m so happy for both beautiful couples, yet jealous of both girls – not because they’re getting married … but because they don’t have to worry about who will walk them down the aisle.  

10th June 06

Sometimes I get overwhelmed. Sometimes I suck at life. But most of the time it’s not like this.

I have a few major fears. Well – two really: rejection & failure.

For some reason I’m trying to fix everything wrong with me at once… and as a result, the past couple of days haven’t gone very smoothly. I’m not pleasant to be around when I am stressed. I’m afraid I’ll fail and never be the person I could be – whatever that means.

  • I want to be a great girlfriend
  • I want to be a fabulous employee
  • I want to lose weight
  • I want to exercise more
  • I want to stop biting my nails
  • I want to keep up on the news
  • I want to get my finances in order
  • I want to study Arabic
  • I want to make more friends
  • I want to be a good long-distance friend
  • I want to be liked
  • I need to sleep more